stories and beauty and wonder and things
Sep. 25th, 2011 11:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aviaI hurt. I hurt.
It's not a bad kind of hurt... more a kind of hurt like, I am living. I'm reading the book Alixandra's Wings, and... it's not a great book, but, they use "wingless" for the people who don't have wings and the people who do are not marked and... I don't know, that turning things around, it's makes me think of all the heavy weights that marked people are under every day, and how relaxing and beautiful it feels to not be marked, and, a small part of me wants a world where we use "wingless" for people who don't (identify as) having wings even though no one would do it, and... I don't know. It makes me feel things. Sharp things in my chest.
Also also, I found that there's one scene in Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac that was filmed really close to where I live and, and, I could go there, I could sit on the beach where they filmed that movie and I could watch the sun go down, and, I want to, I want so much.
I hurt.
I can't explain.
I want to curl up in everything.
It's not a bad kind of hurt... more a kind of hurt like, I am living. I'm reading the book Alixandra's Wings, and... it's not a great book, but, they use "wingless" for the people who don't have wings and the people who do are not marked and... I don't know, that turning things around, it's makes me think of all the heavy weights that marked people are under every day, and how relaxing and beautiful it feels to not be marked, and, a small part of me wants a world where we use "wingless" for people who don't (identify as) having wings even though no one would do it, and... I don't know. It makes me feel things. Sharp things in my chest.
Also also, I found that there's one scene in Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac that was filmed really close to where I live and, and, I could go there, I could sit on the beach where they filmed that movie and I could watch the sun go down, and, I want to, I want so much.
I hurt.
I can't explain.
I want to curl up in everything.
